Admission of guilt | Admission of the mistakes I've made

You gotta stop making excuses,
You gotta stop blaming everyone else.
Take responsibility for your actions,
Take responsibility for yourself.

Your words mean nothing,
They're empty because of the actions you've taken.
You think that everything is about you,
But I'm sorry but you’re sadly mistaken.

This is a song addressed to myself,
I'm the one making excuses and blaming everyone else.
I'm the one being so self-centred,
I just want to take responsibility for my actions, for myself.
Maybe if I wasn't so lonely,
maybe if I wasn't so depressed
I'd take notice of the mistakes that I keep making every time love comes my way. Maybe time will change me and maybe time will heal the pain but how can I feed into this delusion when I've never seen this for myself?
My mind is clouded with the pressures of the day. My spirit appears to be in chains. Oh God save me from myself and from the devils claims.